Pick me up

No matter what you go through in life, you get this feeling of being lonely. Maybe just because you may think you are the only one going through it, but in reality we don't think to use the resources all around us.  I read Demi Lovato's book "Staying Strong 365 days a year", and let me tell you this book is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! Well let me tell you also she is my idol so of course I would get this book, but so glad I did! Seriously it doesn't matter if you have something going on, need some help, advice, inspiration, whatever it may be even if it is nothing at all, pick up this book and read the first day. You won't be disappointed!

My favorites so far are: Trust your soul and spread love to other
                                                              &
                                      Smile and show the world how beautiful you are

Even those these words are little they have made a huge impact in my life.

As you know I live in Japan, away from family of course, and my sister had a baby ( her first baby and my first nephew!) Living here makes living just hard sometimes. I became so depressed, and to be honest I'm not completely over feeling this way. It is hard to explain the emotions and thoughts that go through my mind. The feeling of not wanting to get out of bed, to not talk, to be annoyed with absolutely everything.. and many others. It is hard. Period. Life is hard. Going through things in life shape and mold us into the person we are meant to be. So don't be upset with the way you feel (even though I know you will say "I hate feeling this way" a few times) just know you can and WILL get through it. Stop and think what you can do for yourself, like I said there are many resources out there that can help. Even if it is a book!